Chaotic

Bb                                 Dm
I have this paralyzing fear that I'll maybe go nowhere
           C
But God forbid me ever admitting I could be scared
            Bb                                           Dm
And I can't stand my friends right now we got nothing in common
          C
But being lonely's worse than just having friends that don't care

            Bb                   Dm
You said it looks like I've been going through hell
C
How did you know? How could you tell?
Bb           Dm
Ask me to explain myself
C
Well

               Bb                      Dm
I'm trying my best here to be brutally honest
            C
Nobody said changing would be this exhausting
              Bb                               Dm
A foot on the break 'cause it's been making me carsick
              C
How could you blame me? Growing up is chaotic

Bb                                           Dm
Don't wanna say it but I really think that I miss him
              C
It might seem stupid but I still look through all of our texts
              Bb                                      Dm
Who knew that wanting someone could ever make me this desperate
                              C
Don't think that I'll do that again, no

            Bb                   Dm
You said it looks like I've been going through hell
C
How did you know? How could you tell?
Bb           Dm
Ask me to explain myself
C
Well

               Bb                      Dm
I'm trying my best here to be brutally honest
            C
Nobody said changing would be this exhausting
              Bb                               Dm
A foot on the break 'cause it's been making me carsick
              C
How could you blame me? Growing up is chaotic

    Gm                              Dm
And maybe I'm just blowing all this shit up in my head
C
But I can't help it

No, I can't help it
Gm                                Dm
Fooling myself thinking that I'll never love again
C]
Goddamn I felt it

I really felt it

Gm                              Dm
Maybe I'm just blowing all this shit up in my head
C
But I can't help it

No, I can't help it
Gm                                 Dm
Spending too much time on things I know that I'll forget
           C
But damn I felt it

               Bb                      Dm
I'm trying my best here to be brutally honest
            C
Nobody said changing would be this exhausting
              Bb                               Dm
A foot on the break 'cause it's been making me carsick
              C
How could you blame me?